EFNNAYR | RYAN LY

Woop Woop! Sharks game #4 VS Colorado Avalanches tonight. Good game. This was probably the best hockey game ever. :) Next game: Saturday, November 7th 2009 VS THE PENGUINS. See you there.

I forgot how violent these games were. The atmosphere in the HP pavilion was nice. I forget how of an adrenaline rush it is to root for a team and be around fellow people hoping the same for that one moment. Priceless. I thought i couldn’t bring my camera in since it was a sporting event. But i found out that you just can’t have lens past 6” in length. So I’ll bring my camera during next week’s game. :D so far i took some pictures from my i phone and the rest are whatever pictures i have on my camera from this week.

Things have been going by fast. It seems like i never have enough time to do something still. I constantly remind myself to take in the moment and enjoy what i have. I do my best to let go of things that aren’t as important right now. I try to complete each day by doing the best i could. Although there are still some things i wish i could address, but right now just isn’t the time. I have a lot of growing to do and it always seems to be that I’m always right where i need to be. Have a safe and Happy Halloween. Clocks go back an hour tomorrow night also :)

EFNNAYR

I can’t stop thinking about it. I want you all around me. And now i just can’t hide it
I think i’m fallin’ for you. :)

Relationships are a lot of work, but are well worth it in the end if you keep at it. Like anything else in life, relationships have their up and downs. It takes trust, communication and love to keep it building. It sucks that sometimes what you did in your past can cause regret and ruin relationships but there’s a time to apologize and a time to let it go and live for whats going on today. There maybe a time in the relationship where both people might take a break from each other. But don’t take that as a negative thing. Embrace it as time for both to grow. Most of the time its just for you to grow as an individual. Learn boundaries, learn what you like and what you dislike. Nonetheless you build up yourself, so when your ready you meet someone that compliments you while you complete yourself, leaving the relationship to be exactly what love should be.

Love may be hard, but i think if you give it a chance, it’ll work out some how.

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story of my life

Ain’t nooottthin` like coming home from the gym after a slow day at school. Math midterm today; not too bad. I didn’t do a couple problems cause i couldn’t understand what i was suppose to find.

Quick life realization: I gotta say, i would have never guess that my life would turn out like this. To have a balance between the good and bad, and still be satisfied and grateful is priceless.

My past has been a source of shame to me. I have hidden myself from others, sure that if anyone got to know who I really was they would reject me.

I find a relief by being able to relate with people that share their truths with me. Discovering that others have felt the same way I felt about myself . When others share honestly with me who they are and were, i feel free to do the same. As I learn to tell others the truth about myself, I learn to accept myself.

Self-disclosure, however, is only the beginning. Once I’ve shared the things that makes me uncomfortable with my life, I need to find a different way to live. I develop a concept of believing in myself. I take responsibility for the things I’ve done and made amends for them. And I incorporate all these disciplines into my daily life, “practicing these principles in all our affairs.”

By doing all this I can become the person I am proud to be. I can freely tell the truth about myself, for I have nothing to hide.

And that’s the coolest part of all this. Can’t say I’m perfect but i constantly strive for it, which is something i still struggle with.

Here’s some stuff that has been on my camera:

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Nov •21 Sat Cow Palace Daly City, CA , 08:00 PM

I’m not too excited for this but i get to go with some friends so it shouldn’t be too bad. I finally bought my ETD LOVE tickets early this year. :) See ya there.

They messed up the year on the date :X.

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