Woop Woop! Sharks game #4 VS Colorado Avalanches tonight. Good game. This was probably the best hockey game ever. :) Next game: Saturday, November 7th 2009 VS THE PENGUINS. See you there.
I forgot how violent these games were. The atmosphere in the HP pavilion was nice. I forget how of an adrenaline rush it is to root for a team and be around fellow people hoping the same for that one moment. Priceless. I thought i couldn’t bring my camera in since it was a sporting event. But i found out that you just can’t have lens past 6” in length. So I’ll bring my camera during next week’s game. :D so far i took some pictures from my i phone and the rest are whatever pictures i have on my camera from this week.
Things have been going by fast. It seems like i never have enough time to do something still. I constantly remind myself to take in the moment and enjoy what i have. I do my best to let go of things that aren’t as important right now. I try to complete each day by doing the best i could. Although there are still some things i wish i could address, but right now just isn’t the time. I have a lot of growing to do and it always seems to be that I’m always right where i need to be. Have a safe and Happy Halloween. Clocks go back an hour tomorrow night also :)
I can’t stop thinking about it. I want you all around me. And now i just can’t hide it I think i’m fallin’ for you. :)
Relationships are a lot of work, but are well worth it in the end if you keep at it. Like anything else in life, relationships have their up and downs. It takes trust, communication and love to keep it building. It sucks that sometimes what you did in your past can cause regret and ruin relationships but there’s a time to apologize and a time to let it go and live for whats going on today. There maybe a time in the relationship where both people might take a break from each other. But don’t take that as a negative thing. Embrace it as time for both to grow. Most of the time its just for you to grow as an individual. Learn boundaries, learn what you like and what you dislike. Nonetheless you build up yourself, so when your ready you meet someone that compliments you while you complete yourself, leaving the relationship to be exactly what love should be.
Love may be hard, but i think if you give it a chance, it’ll work out some how.
Ain’t nooottthin` like coming home from the gym after a slow day at school. Math midterm today; not too bad. I didn’t do a couple problems cause i couldn’t understand what i was suppose to find.
Quick life realization: I gotta say, i would have never guess that my life would turn out like this. To have a balance between the good and bad, and still be satisfied and grateful is priceless.
My past has been a source of shame to me. I have hidden myself from others, sure that if anyone got to know who I really was they would reject me.
I find a relief by being able to relate with people that share their truths with me. Discovering that others have felt the same way I felt about myself . When others share honestly with me who they are and were, i feel free to do the same. As I learn to tell others the truth about myself, I learn to accept myself.
Self-disclosure, however, is only the beginning. Once I’ve shared the things that makes me uncomfortable with my life, I need to find a different way to live. I develop a concept of believing in myself. I take responsibility for the things I’ve done and made amends for them. And I incorporate all these disciplines into my daily life, “practicing these principles in all our affairs.”
By doing all this I can become the person I am proud to be. I can freely tell the truth about myself, for I have nothing to hide.
And that’s the coolest part of all this. Can’t say I’m perfect but i constantly strive for it, which is something i still struggle with.
“As I look back on all that’s happened…growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me — there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever…and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you’ll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”—~ unknown (via gatekeeper)
Got some time to spend by myself since my dad is in the hospital watching my mom finally. After 4 nights spent at the hospital, it almost felt like i was living there. Technically i was; can’t remember the last time i was in the hospital and couldn’t get up and leave, which i felt relief from being there this time. You’d have to know my past a little to understand that line. :X Anyways, mom’s surgery went well. Shes not on any pain meds because they make her nauseous, so shes doing this thing cold turkey. The cut on her stomach looks crazy and plus she looks like shes enduring the pain as much as she could but still looks terrible to go through.
So much to do and not enough time in the day to do it all. That’s what it seems like lately. School is going by quickly and i never felt like i put so much into my education before. Midterms are coming up. I got admission essays to write for my UCs i’m applying to. :) Work is work. Boring but keeps my wallet full. I put my first FULL payment for a hold on an apartment, secret secret.
Meteor shower tonight in a little while. I’m barely keeping my eyes open right now so i don’t think I’ll be attending that tonight; to tired. Well here’s what i had on my camera.Nights.
SHHEEEWWEET chance to see dozens of 'shooting stars'
The sky will light up overnight as Earth passes through debris left by Halley’s Comet.
The Orionid meteor shower is expected to put on a good show tonight into the predawn hours Wednesday, weather permitting.
This annual meteor shower is created when Earth passes through trails of comet debris left in space long ago by Halley’s Comet. The “shooting stars" develop when bits typically no larger than a pea , and mostly sand-grain-sized, vaporize in Earth’s upper atmosphere.
"Flakes of comet dust hitting the atmosphere should give us dozens of meteors per hour," said Bill Cooke of NASA’s Meteoroid Environment Office.
People in cities and suburbs will see far fewer meteors, because all but the brightest of them will be overpowered by light pollution. The best view will be from rural areas (the moon will not be a factor, so dark skies will make for ideal viewing).
When and how to watch
The best time to watch will be between 1 a.m. and dawn local time Wednesday morning, regardless of your location. That’s when the patch of Earth you are standing on is barreling headlong into space on Earth’s orbital track, and meteors get scooped up like bugs on a windshield.
Peak activity, when Earth wades into the densest part of the debris, is expected around 6 a.m. ET (3 a.m. PT).
Some meteors could show up late tonight, too. Late-night viewing typically offers fewer meteors, however, because your patch of Earth is positioned akin to the back window of the speeding car.
Says Yahoo.com. Even though i’ve been pretty busy with my mom, i’m going to try to sacrifice some sleep to see this. My new lens will be perfect for this. Hopefully i’m not to tired. :D
Baby (You’ve Got What It Takes) - Michael Bublé ft Sharon Jones & The Dap-Kings
You know you’ve got just what it takes Because it takes more than an effort to stay away from you It’d take more than a lifetime to prove that I’ll be true But it takes somebody special to make me say, “I do.”
“She showed me that you can find the good in anybody if you just give them a chance, benefit of the doubt. Sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you, but you never really get to know them until you listen for what’s in their hearts.”—One Tree Hill (via eletheowl) (via abbymendoza) (via pinkeezy) (via crazybeautiful)
The storm has really made it an awkward week, but a good one. Midterms all coming up this week and next. School was let out because of a short power outage. On Tuesday the rain owned the freeway. There was probably more than a dozen accidents from Deanza to Milpitas. I pulled over for this guy that looked like he was left alone after a spin out. His supra was totaled. I felt bad for him so i circled around and pulled over to see if he was alright. CHP sucks during this type of weather. Drive safe or get out my way! :) Anyways my moms surgery is finally here. I guess here comes life at my door. One step at a time, first the surgery for the tumor and then the surgeon is going to keep me posted on the stage the cancer is on.—— Hopefully it doesn’t get to overwhelming. Other than that, life is busy; seems like there isn’t enough time in the day for everything to get done.
I took some crazy pictures while doing 80mph on the freeway while it was pouuring rain. :X hahaha other than that i need to buy a 85mm lens soon :(
Weeks go by fast. Almost Halloween. My moms surgery is coming up this week. Went to Amy’s birthday and Nana’s down syndrome walk-a-thon @ Lake Cunningham. Happy Early birthday Mom. And if i remember correctly its the other moms birthday yesterday. Happy birthday too. Going to be a busy week. I really hope my moms surgery goes well. One step at a time. Midterms for school coming up. I finally went to go see my counselor; thanks Ms Joplin. I also have a favor to do for her. :| that’s going to be interesting. Full time student getting paid. Work is okay. Kimmy is leaving to Europe so my boss is hiring a temp baker. So if anyone is interested. :) Cookies & money. Going to the gym daily is fun. The 24 fitness next to bay101 is the shit. Thanks to the FX wheels guys for helping me work out each time. Other than all this shit going on, i need to sleep earlier. Energy drinks don’t cut it anymore. —-
“You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed, sing like bird, dizzy in my head, spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night. You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe, shine like gold, buzz like a bee. Just the thought of you can drive me wild. Ohh, you make me smile.”—UK- Smile. :)
“The difference between physical attraction and love is the ability to see the same person at their best and at their worst and still desire them without one false step.”—Adam Chamness (via littlemiss)